Ambition

This is the one that gets tricky for me.
I am allergic to self important,
narcissistic people and will
go to lengths to avoid being (seen as) one

but on the other hand...

It sometimes gets pretty lonely
when no one is paying attention to you
and you just happen to be soaring

and would like to think your are doing something worthy of an exclamation
"look at that!"

More will be revealed.